i really fucking hate everyone i wish i had no friends so i wouldnt have to worrry about them being dicks. i really need mccormick to put me back on my meds because im going apeshit without them and im about to start drawing blood from the next person to make me mad. not even fucking joking. god damnit just leave me alone. nates a bitch, nichole ditched me for rachel and lauren, and yeah i cried when i read that so fuck you too. i rlly thought i could count on you for anything. guess its just me and my zoloft. oh wait i dont have that anymore either.
i need to move away from here and start over, everything. where no one knows me and i can totally be myself. no one will know how fucked up i am and what ive been through and they wont decide to be friends with me or not based on my past because they wont know. i wont miss anyone, not one single person. not including tegan because shes coming with me.
ithink thats why i wanted to go to florida so much there was a part in me that actuay thought my mom and him would get married and we would move there because thats where his restaurants are.
i tyink im just gon a stop talking until i have something rlly important to say. it seems like sometimes i just blabber and nothing useful comes out and i either end up hurting someone or hurting myself. and i want a new psychaiatrist somone who i can actuay talk to without feeling theyre wonking out on me. i want a girl one too. young and nice. and i really want people to stop saying they think they need medicine and to have a counselor too because you have absolutely no reason to. yeah one thing was hard but everyone has one obstacle in their life. get the fuck over it. and im not talking about you, sarah. just fyi.

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HAPPY BIRTHDAY NICHOLAS JERRY JONAS AKA MY LOVE AKA HOTTAMALE AKA NICHOLI JONASS. I LOOOOVVEEE YOOOOU. When i get home from school and am not on my pod ill do a picspam in honor of my bb nick. a little bit longer... AND YOULL BE MINE. <3

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i would just like to say taylor swift definitely deserved to win and kanye had no right to do that. it was totally unnecessary and he deserved every boo he got.
for those of you who didnt watch the VMAs, t. swift won against beyonce and some other dykes (and katy perry) and as she was accepting he moonman kanye came on stage took her mic and said BEYONCES WAS ONE OF THE BEST VIDEOS EVER. THE BEST VIDEO EVER. meaning beyonce should have won. needless to say taylor was in tears and when jay z announced kanyes name as one of the nominations he was boo'd outrageously. what is wrong with him? i hope someone sticks a tennis racket up his vagina.

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